I awoke last night just before daybreak and was awake for an hour or more feeling sleep deprived but unable to sleep as I worked through some transitional issues. What would my life had been like if I had awakened and knew the truth of how this world worked earlier in my life…in university and during my career in business. In each case it would have been impossibly hard. I nearly did not graduate from university and being awakened would have made graduation impossible. My career in business was as a double agent of sorts, using Light based methods where I had the authority but accepting the dark methods used by my bosses and my colleagues. I thought they didn’t know any better and targeted to rise to a level where I could shift it all. Knowing the truth would not have served me in those efforts. Once this inner work was done I was able to fall back to sleep and arise at my normal hour.
Earlier in the day I had gone walking in a nearby crowded mall. For a period of time I had the inner feeling of providing a great service to each and every passerby and I would smile and silently bless each one as they milled aimlessly about doing their consumer thing. I could see the emptiness and and lack of purpose in each of them and I remembered what that was like while silently telling them they were welcome as though they were thanking me for the sacrifice and dedication that my life has become.
These are clearly transitional activities as I adjust at various levels and in the various dimensions to life in the new and still little travelled timeline of abundance and oneness; to life in a world without dark masters and greed; to a life after the shift has taken place and truth is known by everyone.
The dream that woke me before daybreak was of someone stealing my cloths and of me trying to get them back. No one would cooperate with me even though I was far more powerful than any of them and my frustration grew. I was estranged in my dream in very similar ways as I am estranged in life right now. The masses and the great majority of the people I know slumber on within the illusion of scarcity and economic slavery and are deaf to the truth and to the solutions of abundance that are only the asking away. My work at daybreak showed me how necessary this deafness is for those still trapped in economic slavery.
Life for me is all about the shift (ending the shared timeline of duality and scarcity and birthing the shared timeline of oneness and abundance) and I only have energy for that work. My involvement is all at the level of energy and the level of creation and much of my work takes place while I sleep. I don’t remember this work but I sleep 10 or 12 hours a day, and have no energy and no motivation for anything that is not shift related. Laundry needs doing but I have no motivation to do it, eating is snacks and sandwiches, even shaves and showers are few and far between; everything in me is focused on the shift and doing whatever I am given to do to effect the shift.
Freedom for humanity…